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Sunday, January 13, 2008

Woke up at 5pm today as i slept in the morning. Went to my father's company chalet at Costa Sand East coast. Saw a REAL BABE and i was like WOW!!! SHe's mix blood. Look like abc. Speak super fluent english. Never got a chance to talk to her as she's married? haha.. Lend my dad $40 to have a small gamble of blackjack and i got back $60. How nice of him to give me his winning.. I mean half. Then they went fishing after that. Sitted there, relaxing. I've always love sitting quietly in some nature park or whatever that make me relax. Like sitting on the rock at night and just let your thoughts run. And without fail, someone would always appear on my mind. She'd been my inspiration for writing songs all the time. But anyway, went down to fusion one to find nicholas and FUCK! I lost to him like bloody 3 rounds of race to 3. I got so pissed off i walked out and smoke. Then he bought mee sua from some 24hr shitty cafe. Then i ate abit la... Finally at 6am we took a cab home.

Finally found a website that i've always wanted to... It's like stalking but not really. "She's always on my mind. From the time i wake up till i close my eyes." This is so well written and the feeling for singing is really marvelous. I should have just thought about it long ago.. Hmmmm... But anyway, just hope you're doing fine...

Just take a look around you, typical couples after breaking up, dont contact each other anymore. No matter how hard someone tries to just keep in contact, if the other half is so fucking gonna keep themselves in a box, there wont be any contact. Some may say yea, i forgive you for your wrong doings. But that's just words. Doesnt mean anything. So i suppose if someone is really forgiven, they should at least be in contact with that someone whom they have forgave.

Now im like stuck onto my computer dreaming. Wanting to write songs but yet the mood isnt there. I crave for more mee sua!!! I have no idea why i always wanna eat mee sua these few days. Just have the kick to eat LOTS of mee sua.. Just ate one bowl of it.. I think im cooking another packet in another few mins.

Anyway for those people who dunno.

*i can never stop thinking bout you. Not for even a day *

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