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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Inspiration just come and go. Writing songs is hard when your mood is bumpy... Can't really write any songs now. When the mood is here and after i pick up my guitar, the mood is gone. Shit man... I wanna write songs... but i dont have the inspiration to do it... sad.. Anyone can give me inspiration?

Was just thinking through...

Its easier for someone whose not a christian to convert into a Christian compared to someone who was a christian and backslide, to turn back into a christian. Because someone who've backslided knew God and they're ashame, embarrass, frustrated, unforgiving and very stubborn.

Life example: Jordon Lee.

Why i don't wanna go back to church... I feel damn weird. Christians nowadays really cannot make it. Its just a lousy and smelly name already. No one to hold on to. The World is SO MUCH FUN. I don't wish to give up on smoking, drinking and doing whatever i am doing now...

I've found real friends outside of church, true friends who are not two-faced, who won't act HOLY, whose humble and superbly friendly.

When you have views of your own, you share it and people aappreciate your thoughts. When you're in church, YOU'RE BEING TREATED LIKE AN OUTCAST! People will think that you CONDEMN THEM. They will MAKE YOU FEEEL DAMNNNN small..... So yea...

Just a thought that i've always wanted to share, EVERYDAY to ANYONE who WANTS ME BACK, in CHURCH.

3:12 AM

Friday, October 26, 2007

It was tiring for me through the whole week.. Slept abit, but still im feeling damn tired.

After work today, went home, watch some animes, rest awhile, bathe and headed down to Riverine. The crowd today was very different from the past 2 weeks when im there. Mostly are the friends of either of the band mates. And ONE asshole really pissed me off when im playing. he actually came over to my drums and used his hand to whack the crash... So what if he's drunk? Get sober balls...

But it has been a great night. New songs, added violinist Shane, playing with those people whom i dunno and the songs that ive never heard before on the spot and DID a DRum SOLO. It was seriously out of the blue but everyone was blown away including myself... lol.. Im happy though for that exposure... now im gonna train myself in new solos here and there, learn new techniques and perfect those that i've learnt.

Well, words can be both comforting and hurting. Many times we speak using our anus... Just fart it away without thinking and spiking people around us... Maybe its one thing that we all have to learn. To think of others no matter who they are or what they've done...

I do think sometimes if im doing things that i like... There're alot of things that im doing for the blending in of friends... NOT smoking and drinking. Its the events. Many times i feel damn left out even till now. And ONLY Music keeps me alive.. if not i would have died of boredom. Maybe im just weird. Superbly weird and crazy... Hmmm.. Any other people who think like me? somehow i doubt so... have nv come across anyone yet.

Yawn... gonna sleep already, its been 23 hours already. 5am in the morning. So yea,
Au Revoir..

1:58 PM

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

This is my superbly long long long lost friend Jiamin... Became DAMN like a superb thin bamboo and quite out of shape already... Eh what happened to you?! EAT MORE!! IF you no money i treat you!! lol... Anyway pls come often... She came to riverine on the First Week that im playin! What a friend! And thats our first meeting after 1 year plus one thousand. haha...

And this is my best friend Nicholas the crapper.. but yea, truly he's the only one who understand me the best. Without saying a word, he kNOWS!! So yea, he's really a superbly good friend of mine. No other people seriously can understand me like him. Guess we have quarrelled, do bad things, good things, everything in this world under the sun together.. Just that now we've lesser time cause of our different schedule.

And these three are my very very superbly good brothers. Mokkie, Dennis and Wees.. wOoO.. just having all these people as my friend, im really truly feeling satisfied.. No other people can really stand by me so long.. cause im really... WEIRD!! I think so too myself man.. sometimes i can get really crazy.. and i think that im crazy.. lol...

Anyway people, Pls just come down to:

Riverine Music and Wine Parlour @ Robertson Quay EVERY Friday NIght..!! will be playing 3 sets starting at 9.30pm. The place is near to Double O. Or rather beside only. Very near...

When i plays the drum or perform, i always love to do it for my friends... There's no one down last week and im feeling really damn sian... Really.. Got no mood. The feeling of having friends and not having friends when performing is really a big difference... So PEOPLE!!! COME DOWN!! No matter WHICH CORNER OF THIS SMALL DOT YOUR CAMOUFLAGING AT, come down... lol!!

Goodnight people!

7:33 AM

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Went for the Jamming last wednesday and found out that i actually know the bASsist! Haha.. Played with him more than one year ago at Swissotel for someone's birthday. But i wasnt on the drums though. Was playing the guitar. Anyway, the jamming was good and thank God for the pair of good ears for music. It really helps alot!

So on friday, went to Riverine Music & Wine Parlour. In my mind i was thinking wow, that place should be big, DAMN big. But it turn out to be a small place? So much different from what i was imagining. Haha.. But anyway, i played for the whole 3 sets with some of the songs ive never heard before. But it turned out DAMN GOOD!!!

It was only an audition for this band to get into this band. And we GOT IT!!! And i dunno why the name INC suddenly just pops out like that. And jimmy the bassist commented " maybe it's Indian 'N' Chinese ". Haha! I really love the crowd that day. They were like cheering after every songs that we've played. Man, it was fun. And it's my FIRST Public Entertainment! Hopefully there will be pay? If not the cab fare is gonna be tough on me. Lol..

Thanks to all my friends who have supported me!! I love you people!!

And Jiamin was there!!! haha! Thanks for coming!

10:00 PM

Sunday, October 07, 2007

Its a sunday. And its boring cause i'll have to go back to camp tml. Its damn boring. Just started something like a war in the office. All the storemans and clerks against martin the irritating black shit... Its very easy to understand but yet complicating to think of a solution against him. he just wanna use the smallest of things in the office to complain to cpt alex. Well, if that's the case, we'll just have to work together.. but edmund is definitely outcasted cause he's really damn irritating.

Went to plush, the old momo and old velvet dragon. Its quite enjoyable and i seriously dunno why. but im glad i went because ive learnt how to do some stepping or shuffling. Challenged some people. its quite fun. then met some of my primary school friends outside while i went out for a smoke. then one of them passed me a cheap cigar which tasted like skl. and it lasted DAMN Long! The crowd isnt alot though.

Played at millenia walk last thursday for a charity show and was approached by someone to play for his band in a bar at clarke quay! The jamming session will be this coming wednesday. Hope it turns out fine and i will be able to play for them in the bar this friday. And it will definitely be a good time for exposure and experience. Man, long awaited journey has started abit i hope. career!

And i dunno why but im hooked out this game called O2Jam. Lol... The music is quite nice too. haha!

Anyway, gotta sleep early everyday to prepare for war in the office everyday. so yea..

Thats all people!

7:46 AM