Tuesday, September 05, 2006
fOoO~ bAck froM mAlaysiA toDAy!!! wOoHoO~
yTd went to find andy to chop passport then went to meet hamster. can see andy was super bored. hAHa. because he's only interest is CDs!!! hAHa.. jK~ then went to toa payoh and he bleached his hair and dyed it. fiSh mAn, waited for 2 hours for him. then in the end i also cut.. foOo~
TodAy's trip consist of andy, tak chi and ME!!! wOOHoo~ went through all that crappy paper work at custom and finally, mAlaysia JohoR. Serioulsy, when i first step into Johor, i was quite scared because the people there are seriously dangerous looking... wAh~~ BUT ITS DAMN FUN!!!
went there at 4.30 or later ar cause tak chi have to work earlier on. walked around that bloody johor for super long and not one decent short for shopping except that city square. wTf lA. Then eat three times cause nowhere to go... tour until we're familiar with that place.. hAHa~ then at night before going back, at seafood~ AlOT!!! fOoO! fISh, prAwn, oYster And vEge...!~
befoRe tat buy cigrette first,the brand is Semphoerna. It's like a fire cracker when smoke and the filter is sweet.. cOol. its quite light and i loVE it cAusE i cAn tAhAn~ hAHa... then went to buy some cheap shirt and some CDs~ fOoO~ then andy bought a cap, i bought two shiRt. niCe mAn.
bEfore goinG bACk custom we went to buy cIgaR, smAll onE. tAste like normal cigrette though.. i bought 7. Andy took 2, gave my friend 2, left 3 wanna give my lAo pEh. must treat him cigrette ar... hAHa... thEn AFter that at cuStoM tak chi tio catch and nEeD to pAy tax for one stupid box of cigrette. mE and andy chiong out of that custom when another side of the counter* iS chAnginG shift. hAhaH~ fUNny SiA.. THen we share cAb bACk to sinGapore~ fOoO~
WenT hOme bath then cycle to finD WH to pass him somethings then cycle baCk. And thEn upon reaching my house, there is this police mAn strollinG arounD. Scare me like hell cause i have cigrette in my pocket. UNDERAGE AR!!! fOoO~ then i just turn before my house and saw 4 moRe police cAr. whAT the hEll~ then there is this police surrounding plastic thing. forgot what its call. And lOw And bEhOlD~ I saw a dead man lying beside the long kAng. fucK... he committed suicide. then i just cycle some distance away and look. whA.. what i saw was freaky mAn. This mAn, body lying bEside a drain like ( ;- ) . head facing the drain and leg at the car park. fUCk, hIS heAd iS smAshed into hAlF~!!!! fOoOo~~ thATs likE so freAky ar.
then i just cycled home the other way and watCh LONG HU MEN!!! fOoO~ bouGht thosE at Johor... buT itS all in cantonese so i can only understand abit. yAWn.. And fOoO~ aS i waS typing this, i forgot that im boiling some water to cook noodle. itS went dry and the pot became blACk!!!!! shIT... nOW hAVe to wash it...
so, whoever wanna go johoR neXt week give me a call~ fOoO~ cAusE im going in again nExt weeK~ tAtA..
And thE housefly in my blog, you are so damn sarcastic and pls know your place... yeAh.. thAt wiLl really help alot... you know who are big mouTh.. foR noThing wanna be so lame for what.. have i offend you somewhere?? hMmmm... i dont think so.. unless you are still thinkinG about the past.
ByE houSefLy~
11:17 AM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
"It should also be stated that genuine believers can never totally and forever abandon God in their lives (1 John 3:7-10) since God’s life continually exists on the inside of them and will keep operating in some measure throughout their life by manifesting fruitfulness (Phil. 1:6). "
This is the website.. hmMm.. seriously im confuse about alot of truth. This question, Have i really been a Christian all those years? I dont think so. Im just putting up an act because of the title Christian. WHy do i have to pray for other, why do i have to encourage others when they are down? These questions... Have i surrender to God in the first placE? I have not. And i dont know how. All the while ive been doing things my way... what the heck am i doing all those while... iTs crAp... What does it truly mean by being a christian?
God... God... God... How to see God? I wish i can see God because that'll mean that i'll die. Wont that be good? Haiz... How nice it is to feel God's presence. But yet cant see Him... Sometimes i doubt alot. But i cant show it out because i will stumble many people and confuse them.... What the heck... yeah...
Am i a genuin christian? If im not, why do i miss so many things? Why do i still think of God? ARhg... this is messy... How can i put all my love in the past to GOd alone? I dont wanna love humans anymore.. as in relationship... mAyBe beinG alone is cool... i just wanna feel God's love and embrace... but yet its hard for me.. i cant understand anything... today is sunday... but i aint going to church... its 4am now... this is the second sunday im not going church.. I just feel so lost in church. Feel like a fake. Feel like a crap. Arh... life is such a bore... Life is such a pain... I got nothing to live for...
sian...
12:50 PM
these few days is just boring la... those people from HK are only coming back on tuesday... what the hell... siAn~~ when to katong to play pool with two friends 2 days ago at night.. shiok sia.. before that went to eat frog porridge with hamster and his girlfriend at serangoon.. mAn its really nice... oOo~ will go there again next time. haha... woOO~ boRinG..
ytd went to play dota with weihoong and those seng kang people then went to sean's house. am like the outcast there cause its not my clique.. yea... so i sort of went outside to smoke and just stayed outside for quite long.. they are watching bruce almighty. then outside on the other side of his house, there is this guy whose playing the guitar.. playing christian song man.. then im just singing outside too.. feel like crying all of a sudden but the tears just wont come out..
am i still thinking of her everyday? i dint even know until one friend just say stop thinking of her la.. you got to move on. if not you cant do anything.. i just cant deny the fact that im really thinking of her, without me knowing it because its just so natural for me to miss her.. i wonder why.. dreamt of her just ytd.. arhg.. sometimes i just hope that i can stay in my dream forever.. because its really.. my life.. her smell is also very real man.. hAIz... why... shit everything in the life man.. its just so tiring and stupid..
feel so weak everyday... feel so tired everyday... feel so lost and empty everyday... i just wanna die...
12:45 AM
me, myself Name: Jordon Lee Weisheng
Age: 18 in 2007
Date of birth: 22nd June 1989
Location: Singapore
Email: windweisheng@hotmail.com
Hp: 91509875
