Monday, April 23, 2007
If you've noticed, im never happy. Not even once. There's always this forceful smile on me which will never last for more than 30secs. I will turn away.
Its just so hard for me to quit smoking because there's no reason for me to stop smoking. Yes, i've lessen the amount of cigarette from 10 to 3 a day. But im just feeling frustrated. And just wasting my life away.
Money is getting so into my head now. I starting to think of earning lots of money now. I want to earn big bucks. I want and need the money so badly. Is it bad? Its bad and good.
and still.. fuck ns..
6:54 AM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
I feel so wasted serving two bloody years in NS. Seriously, im getting pissed because i cant do anything these two years. Yes, i can do things that i wanna do. But i cant pursue it with my 100% and that really makes me pissed. Singapore.. Seriously, i hate the government. King of Lamers in the whole world.
Seeing my friend who is able to start his music career, i feel happy for him and feel very frustrated because i dont even know how i can start. I dont even have a proper cert. I jus cant do anything right. I can just waste myself away...
fuck...
6:11 AM
me, myself Name: Jordon Lee Weisheng
Age: 18 in 2007
Date of birth: 22nd June 1989
Location: Singapore
Email: windweisheng@hotmail.com
Hp: 91509875