Sunday, December 24, 2006
Its 0719am in the morning of the so call christmas day... Dint sleep at all since eve of that day.. ytd went out with weihoong, dennis and two other ladies and we catch a movie at PS. Night of the museum.. man, its really amusing and its really creative of the writers and directors of the movie. Not a bad movie.. If you haven watch and are deciding on what movie to watch, this will be quite a nice one.
After that we went to orchard to find liwei they all. Man, on our way there, i was sprayed all over my head! FuCk thOse pEOple. And while walking down the stairs wisma towards orhcard mrt, someone just slap me on my chest and told me, "hey dont push la"... im like.. Fuck la, im not the one pushing la. Knn, make me damn pissed off la. When i turn around, he's like walking another direction and i cant find him at all la. If i had seen him behind him, i would have punch him on the face, Straight into his specs. MAn, it will be a hit man... Damn those idiots who dunno how to think.
In the first place, i have no wish of watching movie with they all... but i guess i got no choice.. Wanted to go home after movie, but just dont feel like it. Then in the end have to follow them and get sprayed... lAme day...
Im really happy that she finally called after being missing for like 2 days... i dunno why.. Her phone seems to hate my number. Always when i message her, she cant receive.. its like doTs!! lol.. Funny.. but at least she called me.. :) am just satisfied la...
Its a lonesome christmas this year. A boring one. A damn lame one. A meaningless one. Stupid... and now while im posting, those girls are like screaming inside the room.. Wonder why they arent asleep yet.. Stupid people... hahaha¬ thats all.. i hope you guys have fun... and hope she's happy all the time... better than before... :D:D:D:D:D
CHeERs to All...
== Peace out== Jordon
0726
25/12/2006
The year is ending...
3:19 PM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Life has been so dead.. just going clubbing like just ytd again because of some reasons... everything is just fixed and im longing for something more than these.. I just dont understand why those people dont feel empty.. Are they stupid or something? They are just too simple minded. TOo simple until they are superb stupid! I think they are really stupid... Because they just dont think about anything... i wonder why..
Im all alone again.
Staring at the ceiling
I thinking of the past
That flies by so fast..
I want to go back to those time.
When i can, have all the fun that i have.
To be with those that i care.
I guess, its a lonesome christmas this year.
A new song i guess... Was at my camp super early around 6 but cant slp. So all those just flash through my mind...
Im glad that one of my friend is turning to God again... Praise the Lord Jesus... Even though im not a christian.. I miss everything. I miss God... My Father..
2:00 AM
Friday, December 15, 2006
Belle and ME ^.* !!
Kellie and Belle~
Kellie and Me!
continuing of some photos!
2:39 AM
Monde Gusto 14th Dec 2006 DXO NIGHT!! Rocking my world abit... hAHa~~ That night was fun although till the last part i stopped dancing cause im thinking of some stuff in midway after something happened.
Wow... I feel like taking up some lessons on dancing.. haha! I feel so paiseh when i dunno how to dance. And somemore in front of so many people.. haha~
I dont understand why people go there to dance with girls for guys and girls just want guys to touch them... its like so stupid la.. Making a fool out of yourselve and enjoying yourselve while getting taken advantage of. Stupid girls.. haha!
Well, i know some new friends there like Belle and her crew friends. That night was fun! Went to mac for dinner, and then for early breakfast at 5am after that. Think im emotionally attached to something already.. haha... but its a secret. lol.!
2:08 AM
Friday, December 08, 2006
Life is a bore.
Seeking new things to do everytime. Because i get sick of things easily when its repeating... Even things like eating... Im tired of eating, drinking and playing. Finding new friends here and there. But there isnt one who is true. Its just superb empty everyday, every min every second. Im just happy seeing others happy. Sad when they are sad and pity those who are being bullied of are suffering...
Why do i have this compassion? Why do i feel so bored everytime? Why am i feeling so sad and disappointed with no satisfaction?
I know the answer... but i dont have to courage to do it.. I dont have the boldness to ever stand again... I just dont dare...
Why is there only one way to feel joy? Happiness is short man... it seriously is... Im always just following what others are doing, as long as they are happy.. but im not... Not any bit.. and it sucks.. I hate this life.. I hate everything...
Its just blank, Darkness... No laughter no nuts... I really envy those people around me...
God bless them...
6:02 AM
Monday, December 04, 2006
Army Life/ Confinement.
FINALLY!!! Im out of camp after 3 dAyS!!! But those days when im in bunk, although boring, but its very exciting and fun because there's very little people. Me, two of my colleague and 2 R.P, all 5 of us form the SisterHood!! lol!! Its superb funny la. The R.P is like so damn Brave la. He actually came to my office today and tell my sir, Im looking for my friend.... I was like shit man... lol! But cool!
On saturday morning when we report to camp, im so damn tired. The first thing after reporting was to go straight to bunk and slp until lunch time. After that we sat in the Pass Office for so damn long. Then went back to slp again. haHa~ Its like One day One packet of Cigrette la. So i tell myself i dont wanna smoke for the next few days already. Although today i smoke one stick. lol~
Saturday was quite boring.. Then it was sunday. That was when we know No Problem Tham and Looney the joker. haha~ And guess what, this shift of R.Ps except the two, Are SUPERB GARANG! HAte TheM likE shiT loR. Dunno how to take care of friends. Only know how to make enemies. Stupid boy. So childish la. Cant stand him. Sum Wei Liang.. Stupid Air Force School R.P. lame...
Morning, after breakfast, we went for a short basketball game. Then when it was cat one, Tham came over to ask us to stop. But he join in... haha!! Then this Contractor Ong Eh, he shouted EH RAINING AR!! haha... Then we stopped. Then it was lunch time. Went for a smoke then went to take out lunch from the office. Went to bathe and then LuNch toGethEr with Tham at the tv room. Then after that we sneak into the Gym. Man, it was great man. I over stretch my limit and my whole body muscle is aching like crazy now. But its worth it cause i can see the growth of my muscle throughout my whole body. And I CAN actually do ONE HAND PUMPING!! 10 TimEs LA!! haha... and One hand Pull up and two finger pull ups.. hAha!!
Man NS was fun. Then it was night time already.. That was when we saw the scary thing. Me and ang are the only two who saw something just near us. lol~ But we kept quiet until the next morning. Chatted the whole night till 5 plus am then slp. And guess what?
WE WERE LATE TODAY!!!! AND i think we tio another confinement again.. haha!! But well, its all worth it and quite fun. It isnt as scary as what other people say it was. lol! Have fun all my friends!! Army life is fun and BORING at the same time... haha!!
3:00 AM
Look Away
Well, you called me up this morning
Told me 'bout the new love you found
I said, "I'm happy for you.I'm really happy for you."
Found someone else, I guess I won't be coming 'round
I guess it's over, babyIt's really over, baby wooh
And from what you're saying, I know you've gotten over me
It'll never be the way it used to be
So if it's gotta be this way
Don't worry, baby, I can take the news okay
(chorus)
But if you see me walking by
And the tears are in my eyes
Look away, baby, look away
If we meet on the street some day
And I don't know what to say
Look away, baby, look away
Don't look at me
I don't want you to see me this way
When we both agreed as lovers
We were better off as friends
That's how it had to be
That's how it had to be
I tell you I'm fine
But sometimes I just pretend
Wish you were holding me
Wish you were still holding me
I just never thoughtThat I would be replaced so soon
I wasn't prepared to hear those words from you
I know I wanted to be free
Yeah, baby this is how we wanted it to be
(CHORUS)
If you see me walking by
And the tears are in my eyes
Look away, baby, look away
And if we meet on the street some day
And I don't know what to say
Look away, baby, look away
Don't look at me
I don't want you to see me this way
If you see me walking by
And the tears are in my eyes
Look away, baby, look away
Don't look at me
I don't want you to see me...
Well, you called me up this morning
Told me 'bout the new love you found
I said, "I'm happy for you.
I'm really happy for you."
-Chicago
2:46 AM
Friday, December 01, 2006
One More Try by A1
Could be your eyes, could be your smile.
Could be the way you freed my mind.
Your precious touch caressed my soul.
You gave me everything I need, and now I'm lost. Lost forever.
[Pre-Chorus:]
Lost forever, and you said this is going nowhere, girl.
And you said I turned my back on.
You said I'll not the only one for you.
Please give me one more try for the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance coz I can't give you up.
I can't live one more day without you in my arms
I could never find another like you.
Could be the lies, could be my pride.
Could be the days and nights so wild.
Could be the times I wasn't there. And all the nights we didn't share, and now you're lost. Lost forever
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
I can't sleep, I can't live without you by my side.
So cold, so lost without you as my guide.
You made me realise I've nothing, nothing without you.
[Chorus]
Baby give me one last try
3:59 AM
Belle and ME ^.* !!
Kellie and Belle~
Kellie and Me!
