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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

It's another year and Chinese New year once again is approaching. One part about the dislike is i have to put on an act, smile, Hello Happy Chinese New year.. The one part that everybody love is getting the ang bao with BIG money inside. Wooo...

Finally get to travel with friends although its a near place... but still passport needs to be chopped. wOopIi... finally... have been waiting to travel with friends for relaxing and a few days trip, finally it's coming true.. haha.. gonna bring my guitar over... sing, relax, chill, play... if can get girls, sex.. haha.. nah...

Tml is my branch lifeday so that means no work, wear home clothes no uniform. it's another day to relax but its stupid cause its on a thursday... friday half day pm off.. dunno what to do also.. gonna cut hair on friday evening then going to Riverine. One tuesday wednesday no work but have to clear alot of mess at home..

I seriously wanna find a girlfriend... which girl can control me pls come.. sian ar.. life is getting seriously damn boring.. more and more.. worst!!! hAiz..

What am i gonna do when i grow up? Heard from people including musician that the music path is.. cannot walk one.. yAWnz... damn bored la... ns.. bored.. at home.. bored.. no girlfriend, even worst... see friend fucking and i haven fuck, superb..

well... just let me enjoy myself during the march period. Redang, Taiwan. wOoOoHoOooo!!!

5:37 AM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Got back from KL and haven got enough rest yet as i sleep between bout 1 to 3am. When my superior is talking, i manage to fell asleep 4 - 6 times. Very professionally done. I dunno how but yea. haha...

Got a new speaker brand KOK at $70 and a new Iron Cobra Twin Pedal @ $300. GOOD DEAL!!! Thank God for my new guitarist Jai whose working at swee lee.. Got me a brand new but 2nd hand double pedal. WooOo!

Gonna watch an anime then sleep already... tak boleh tahan. On friday Riverine. Gonna start M Hotel next month. Yea... Will only get bout $250 for this month cause of the double pedal. But yea... GOT NO time to practise... Sadded..

And FRIENDS, when can we like plan the trip in march? It will reach damn fast and i needa plan my leave!

And i manage to complete ONE SONG!! wOoOo! Song writing is definitely fun man.. try it..

Nothing to say already... Bye people!

5:24 AM

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Woke up at 5pm today as i slept in the morning. Went to my father's company chalet at Costa Sand East coast. Saw a REAL BABE and i was like WOW!!! SHe's mix blood. Look like abc. Speak super fluent english. Never got a chance to talk to her as she's married? haha.. Lend my dad $40 to have a small gamble of blackjack and i got back $60. How nice of him to give me his winning.. I mean half. Then they went fishing after that. Sitted there, relaxing. I've always love sitting quietly in some nature park or whatever that make me relax. Like sitting on the rock at night and just let your thoughts run. And without fail, someone would always appear on my mind. She'd been my inspiration for writing songs all the time. But anyway, went down to fusion one to find nicholas and FUCK! I lost to him like bloody 3 rounds of race to 3. I got so pissed off i walked out and smoke. Then he bought mee sua from some 24hr shitty cafe. Then i ate abit la... Finally at 6am we took a cab home.

Finally found a website that i've always wanted to... It's like stalking but not really. "She's always on my mind. From the time i wake up till i close my eyes." This is so well written and the feeling for singing is really marvelous. I should have just thought about it long ago.. Hmmmm... But anyway, just hope you're doing fine...

Just take a look around you, typical couples after breaking up, dont contact each other anymore. No matter how hard someone tries to just keep in contact, if the other half is so fucking gonna keep themselves in a box, there wont be any contact. Some may say yea, i forgive you for your wrong doings. But that's just words. Doesnt mean anything. So i suppose if someone is really forgiven, they should at least be in contact with that someone whom they have forgave.

Now im like stuck onto my computer dreaming. Wanting to write songs but yet the mood isnt there. I crave for more mee sua!!! I have no idea why i always wanna eat mee sua these few days. Just have the kick to eat LOTS of mee sua.. Just ate one bowl of it.. I think im cooking another packet in another few mins.

Anyway for those people who dunno.

*i can never stop thinking bout you. Not for even a day *

7:23 AM

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

It's a brand new year... It's another boring yet exciting year because im still left with 8 months of national service to serve. It's superbly boring after a super long break since christmas till like last week then work started. So yea... It's like going to school after your one month holiday BUT... situation more fucked. But its not so bad when meeting the colleagues at work after so long. I think we got closer or something. And i've became lazier. Haha...

Last friday i received a call from Tony Goh, the guy who manages my band. He asked me to play for his band last sat at Timbre 2. Man, i was so filled with the excitement and stuff and agreed to him just like that, forgetting that ive to go KL the same day. In the end, i cancelled the KL trip as it's really a really good exposure for me. Everything turned out fine just that i was very stressed up as im playing with professionals... It's the Harley Davison Gang again... This time, i ate their food and it's damn nice! Especially the white sausages.. Dunno what's that. Anyway tony said that i played well... Haha... Am so happy for that.

Went to Martini Firm ytd with mokkie, nicholas and Richard... YEA I FUCKING DROVE HIS CAR!!! hAhaha.. Shiok man... But its only like less than one min. Enough for the excitement especially when you're quite high after drinking and laughing so much. The rain is really heavy ytd... But it clears up the air somehow. It's easier to breathe. So yea... Was like a super zombie today in camp the whole day. Manage to slp only in the after 3.30 because my cpt from upstairs came down and stayed in the office for like the whole morning... Am gonna catch alot of sleep later till tml work.

One more day before the black shit is coming back. Last day of silence...

I wanna find a girlfriend le... Feel so lonely... Need a female companion.... but... No luck.. so yea.. am gonna be gay for the next few years before i get a girlfriend.

So, thats all people... and rmb, Tag more and i will post more.. If not no motivation to blog...

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1:52 AM