Monday, January 30, 2006
Human. Whats so special about human? The first about the specialty about humans is that God create all of us with DIFFERENT DNA so that we cannot be clone like animals , which those stupid scientists who said that humans are mammals because of the many hairs on them. Humans are special.
Firstly,
God create us because He loves us and we are create in His image. So we are not animals who transform from monkeys... duH...
Secondly,
We are something that can think with our brains and everything in this world is under our control except for natural disasters.
Third,
Humans are things with FEELINGS. = Emotional = Physical = Mentally =.
But one thing, humans dont appreciate what they have now and they are always using their brains wrongly. Everything they do or see have to be proven with science and only by seeing will they believe. How far can physical eyes see? Only its surroundings. Example, if there's a fire in a building and its far beyond the eyesight of those firemen and the people call for help. Will they just send someone there to check it out first? No, they will send a truck with them in case even if its a lie. Get this point clear or else it will be rubbish.
But one thing i hate about some people is that they love to pity themselves. Some people just have to tell the whole world about their problems. Sometimes i'm like that and i hate myself when i do that. They are just making other people hate the person that they themselve dont like. By the way, its gossip even for guys. In my environment, i can see alot of people gossiping here and there without knowing the face that they are actually making more people hating them for things they did not do. Come on, its crap.
I dont understand why people just hide things also. This is another kind. Both have no limit to things. I just dont like it. For me, i hate to find out things myself if it concerns me or really close ones around me. Being kept in the dark and finding your own way out of things is really boRinG, disappointing and really hard to forgive that person. But no choice, have to forgive. haha~
Humans are really funny creature. Believing in the reality of hell but yet no afraid of going there. wHAo, its a whole load of "heaven" here. Many are heading there. For me if i die now i will too.. But i dont wanna go there. I wanna change not with words but with actions. Its hard... So one decision from me.
=-=[ISOLATION PERIOD]=-=
cOOl. its a period where i wont talk to people unless its SERIOUS. Thats my solution. And to spend time with God alone in quiet times... Praise the Lord... I pray that i will change to change the world.
"God help me in my walk with You. Hallelujah"
God bless everyone. and i love my baby.. =[no more disappointments]=
8:53 AM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
Hey all..
First of all... I am really tired to walk in this christian walk, tired of putting on the armour of God to fight this FighT, tired of loving other people. tired of so many things. I'm really tired. But i thank God for giving me partners, prayerful partners to be by my side so that i wont fall down. I thank God for them for holding me, for encouraging me when i am falling down because i am tired.
Chosen one by God, i will live my life for Christ. The thing that i want to do now is to CRUCIFY my flesh which is unwilling to obey God's command. I wanna sacrifice my time, my all to God alone. To walk with God is the happiest thing that i can ever do! Because God is my best friend who never disappoint me. Now i wannt have my own time for growing. I wanna isolate myself just to pray to God to help me grow. It is part of sacrifice also. Lord help me...
And Winning souls... There are many reasons why we as Christian should win souls...
By Pastor Chui:
>Because Jesus commanded us to do so in Acts 1:8 and we have no other option. >>Because nothing please God more than we winning souls. >>>Because winning souls bring great joy to our lives- It gives us the everlasting joy! >>>>Because winning souls result in changed lives. And these lives can impact the society! >>>>>Because we are grateful that Jesus saves us. Gratitude makes us long to share Christ! >>>>>>Because of LOVE. >>>>>>>Because there is rejoicing in Heaven. >>>>>>>>Because the sacrifice of Christ demands that we win others to Him. It is up to us to spread the love of Christ.
>>>>>>>>>because of the reality of HELL!!!
Everything is link to hell and seriously it is scary to be in Hell... I'm really scared. I will be a >Christian< myself first before i go out to spread the gospel. because i myself dont wanna go to hell. And i wanna make sure i dont go hell myself when i wanna preach about the reality of Hell... And i dont wanna see souls going to HELL!!!!! Its a painful thing to see souls going to hell one by one being torture by the fire... ITS PAINFUL!! Its a place where all is hatred and there is NO love... _=And all who have not receive Jesus WILL go Hell=_ Luke 16:24
The agony of Hell will NEVER END!!! NO LOVE!!! Every corner will really be filled with Hatred...
And going to hell is not a game where you can quit when you like... Its HELL!!! Brothers and sisters and friends... pls repent... And Christians, let us call ourselves christians and be like one and WIN SOULS!!! Spread the word!!
To Obey the Lord's CoMManD!! The Lord command us to declare the TRUTH! Psalms 126:6 >> And the seed must be planted carefully.
It is never the will of God that we fish and fish and catch nothing. It is ourselves who did not work in planting the seed and winning souls~ We are the ones who always give excuses and saying that we have done our part but actually we never even do a thing. God forgive us Lord...
And often we get too comfortable with outreaching to people that we forget to tell them that God loves them. Its a sad thing... So we have to LEARN!!! to say that..
GOD LOVES YOU FRIENDS!!!
God blEsS you all...
4:12 AM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
This is something which i've found out through my Aunt's colleague. That actually there is something call the bended cross and its satanic.
This Bent Crucifix is "... a sinister symbol, used by Satanists in the sixth century, that had been revived at the time of Vatican Two. This was a bent or broken cross, on which was displayed a repulsive and distorted figure of Jesus, which the black magicians and sorcerers of the Middle Ages had made use of to represent the Biblical term 'Mark of the Beast'. Yet, not only Paul VI, but his successors, the two John-Pauls, carried that object and held it up to be revered by crowds, who had not the slightest idea that it stood for anti-Christ."
You all can go to the website to read about it. And an UPSIDE DOWN CROSS is SATANIC. It symbolises satan's church but yet many Catholic churches in Germany put it on top of their church. The pope John Paul 2 also carries the bended cross... And even sit of the chair that has a crafted upside down cross on it. Reading those articles it conclude that John Paul 2 is not a holy man of God but a evil man of the devil.
Posting this to let people know more about christianity and all this related to Jesus Christ and the cross. THis is what i've found and what i know.
People, the end of age is coming and many false prophets and false christ are rising... But all, we have to stand firm in the faith of Jesus Christ!! We have to know the truth and Teach the truth to other people! Hey all, we are the Children of God and stand firm my brothers and sisters~ RISE UP!!! For the KinGDOm oF God is NEAR!!!
9:09 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Christianity...
How many TRUE christian are really there in serving God? If its 100, i think only less than 10 are serving God. Many are really blinded by the devil. That stupid serpent that tempt adam and eve. All of us are being deceived. Even till now. We are fools who already know the truth but yet REFUSE to listen to God and walk the right path.
We are like someone taking God for granted, His grace and mercy is showed to us for nothing. Its a waste for Him to do that... But hey guess what.. Jesus still loves us!! He doesnt mind dying on the cross for our sake!! He is not ashamed to do that... But all of us who have the gospel, we are ashame of sharing it with others... Some of us we are even scared to tell others that we are christians... Hey, if we are denying Christ here, our Father in heaven will deny us on the judgement day. And it link back to HELL again! Isnt that scary? If our Father in heaven reject us, we will be suffering ETERNALLY in HELL!! Hey peeps, dont think that hell is a place for partying. If you really think it is, YOU HAVE BEEN DECEIVED!!!
I have a burden in my heart. That is to help all my friends Grow spiritually and "raise the dead". Spiritually as well. All is for God. And now thank God that a few of us have formed this praying group. And thank God His presence is in our mist!! Praise the Lord. Now we are trying to building this group and i hope that as time goes by this group will become so big that we will have to RENT A FUNCTION ROOM to Pray and there will be music and Worship! Praise the Lord. It is my vision that i have. I pray that it will come through and all who come will be those who wants to Pray~ Because why? There are many who go church but only for the sake of going. Its like a routine for them. And i dont want people who serve God with a lukewarm heart. Or rather BEING A DISGRACE TO GOD! Got me? People who call themselves a christian but yet still do worldly stuff like scolding vulgarities and drinking in front of unchurch people. It really hurt me and angered me. but i can do nothing because God will take control of it. God will bring judgement on all those who are like that.
Now i just pray that my relationship with jovin will be build up spiritually. Praise the Lord that she is starting to have more passion in serving God. And starting to grow also. Getting more mature. Praise the Lord! I pray that we will serve God together as a couple. Serving the Lord with our heart and putting God FIRST in our PRIORITIES!! Hallelujah.
I pray that one by one even through all of us who have the heart to pray now, we will see more people getting serious about God. Starting from those close to us. "God help us to seek your face. Hallelujah!"
God bless all of you.
19/1/2006 2.08am
9:51 AM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
A christian walk is a path that is like jogging. You will fall and you will rise. Everytime its like that. Sometimes you will be on a highway speeding very fast, thats growing, then you will tripped and you will fall. Everyone, is like that. I am not excluded. For many times i have neglected the goodness of God, of where i came from. And the last time my heart backslidded is one month plus ago. I was backslidded for one month and doing things i isnt suppose to do.
Not just me, there are MANY!!! I dont know why. Everyone seems so tired of being a christian and i am somehow affected because i too feel that being a christian is nothing compared to those non christian. Its like the same as them. Until one day at G12 when walter go to a website and let the whole G12 listen to the screams of the MILLIONS of people who have been suffering in Hell. Since that day, the reality of Hell has been in my mind and I am afraid of going there. Dont say Hell. Go get yourselve sunburn. Hell is much more painful than that by infinite times. And feel the sunburn, many are already complaining about the pain.
This few days i've been finding out more about Hell. And i want people to know that Hell is so real. And today i just found out that there are many people who have researched in volcanoes, deep oceans and even those researchers who wants to find out about the core of the earth, have heard SCREAMS of people in HELL who have been TORMENTED!!! Many are shocked and even need medicine to to take away those scary memories... Imagine now, that we have the chance to still live on this earth. We still have the chance to know Christ, our Father to forgive us if we REPENT. So brothers and sisters, Hesitate no more. All who reads this, REPENT!
Its sacry. People i really pray that i will first repent, and you people pls repent!!! Because Hell is a place where no matter how much regret you have, God will not be there for you. but now we are still on earth, so REPENT!! God's grace and mercy is sufficient for us ON EARTH!!! NOT HELL!!!
"Even though the world tries to extinguish the cries and reality of hell — the truth of hell echoes throughout our world. We desperately pretend to cover our ears and igonore the "screams, the weeping, the wailing, the gnashing of teeth" but it is there. . . And we know it. We refuse to accept such a place exist. But it is there. And we know it. Nothing we can do, nothing we can say, can erase the horror of hell from our minds." ========================================================================= "As you leave your body — you realize something is happening. You hear a sound. . . getting louder and louder. . . screaming . . .weeping. . . wailing. Terror and fear beyond anything you could imagine overtakes you. "This can’t be happening!" you scream. Your nostrils are filling with the awful stench of burning souls. Your face ignites from the heat. Flames are now blazing from your eyes, nostrils, ears, mouth — every opening in your body, flames are roaring out. Your body is sizzling and crackling from the flames. Your body is now madly thrashing and convulsing from the horrible pain. "Why don’t I die?", you scream. You begin weeping and gnashing your teeth with the millions.
"When will this pain stop?" But you know it will never stop. . .The darkness is so terrifying, it begins engulfing you. You feel something moving in the darkness. . . something horrible is happening. "No! No! This can’t be happening" you scream — as your worm is emerging. You begin cursing the day you were born. You scream — "Oh God, why didn’t you warn me?"— but you remember the preacher pleading with you to receive Jesus Christ. You remember reading that gospel tract. You cry — "God don’t you care?" — but you remember John 3:16 "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son,. . ." "God is a God of love — He won't allow this", you cry — but you remember John 3:36, ". . . he that believeth not the Son shall not see life; but the wrath of God abideth on him." =========================================================================
BUT FRIEND I HAVE GOOD NEWS! God does NOT want you in hell
Hell was not made for man. Matthew 25:41 says, hell was, ". . . prepared for the devil and his angels:"
Because God is a GOD OF LOVE, and He LOVED YOU so much, He sent His Son, Jesus Christ, to this earth to die a cruel death on a cross to pay the price a HOLY GOD demands for your sins.
God does not send someone to hell. You choose hell when you reject Jesus Christ. When you refuse God's love gift of eternal life in Jesus Christ. . . YOU CHOOSE HELL!
Jesus Christ gave a solemn warning in Matthew 7:21-23 "Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven. . . MANY will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works?And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity."
If it was for a few days, a few months, a few years or even a million years, but to be tormented — FOREVER! You will despair of ever having any deliverance! You will beg for death itself to come and take you away! You will curse the day you were born! Revelation 14:11 says, "The smoke of their TORMENT ascendeth up for EVER AND EVER: and they have NO REST DAY NOR NIGHT."
Friend, there is a place called hell! And, if you continually refuse God's gift of eternal life through Jesus Christ — just as sure as you live and breathe — ONE DAY YOU WILL WAKE UP IN HELL!
Three people die every second, 180 every minute, since you started reading this — 2000 more people have gone into eternity! An automobile accident. . . A heart attack. . , A stroke. . .One thing is CERTAIN — you will DIE — today. . . tomorrow . . . a week. . . a month . . . a year. . . 5 years. . . 10 years. . . 20 years. . . 50 years — ONE THING IS CERTAIN —" . . .it is appointed unto man once TO DIE . . ."
You may have made some terrible mistakes in your life. There may be some things in your life you would give anything to be able to change. But friend, I assure you — if you die without Jesus Christ — it'll be the worst mistake you could possibly make!Has there ever come a time and a place in your life, when you received Jesus Christ as your personal Savior? If not, you are on the way to hell! Don't let anyone convince you that when you die it will be all over! The Bible says in Hebrews 9:27: "And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this THE JUDGMENT." Hebrews 9:27Revelation 20:15 says: "And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the LAKE OF FIRE." Revelation 20:15 If you've never received Jesus Christ as your Savior, bow your head this minute and ask the Lord Jesus Christ to save you.Don't put it off another second!
WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE SAVED? Pray this prayer, and mean it with all your heart.Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and unless you save me I am lost forever. I thank you for dying for me at Calvary. I come to you now, Lord the best way I know how, and ask you to save me. I now receive you as my Savior. In Jesus Christ Name, Amen.
"How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salvation;" Hebrews 2:3
God blEsS all who reads this.
10:45 PM
Hello Nicholas...
This few days have been working working and working... As this is the monsoon season, i've been drenched almost everyday and ya, yesterday i got fever... But thank God i am okay liao. now no date to put... today is 11 Jan 2006.. yesterday i was having this weird feeling and dunno how to describe it.. its like from my head to my neck is numb... Its just irritating la the feeling...
Ya... although everything is like becoming so very normal, i can just say that i still dont understand ... I dont even know what is still being called to anyone. I'm just so sick sometimes.. Ya... people may just see it like getting normal, but within me its not... because somehow things are not being told. ya... i wonder what is just happening lor... yAwn... somehow life is boring and i dont wanna do things in the world liao. i just wanna do things for God and Him alone. I feel like giving up on everything on Earth and do God's work only.. But i cant... cause i have to be a good testimony to people around me and how>? I still have to do the things on earth.. yAwN..
everytime when there is people that can really talk and share the same topic, i will be the one that is the extra... I just cant act kiddy and i cant blend in with the "KIDS". Its just so borinG ya? But thank God that i still have my *friends who are mature to share my topic.. Praise God for that that i am not borEd.. and there is someone to at least share with me the same topic and someone who is my age who understand me.. thank GOD!!!
Lord let me do your will all the time, Your work and all. Let me obey You for You are the Lord God Almighty!!! Praise to Your name... Hallelujah...
7:34 PM
Monday, January 02, 2006
i dunno what is happening behind that small electronic device that sends message... I dunno whats on that girl's mind. I dunno what she's thinking about. nvm if i have to type all this and let people see... I'm just so sick of this relationship sometime... Now am at at her house typing this and she is sleeping behind me.
I dunno when she is lying about somethings and all.. I dunno anything about her... She dun wanna tell me.. Alot of times i've been telling her to tell me even the smallest details... Actually i dont have to do it... because its really the basic of a girlfriend to tell the boyfriend. Vice Versa... i told her alot of things... but i get nothing in return. I feel really cheated somehow... yea.. 100% given but how much do i get back? reading blogs and all... it really suck to see some blogs that really make me angry after things have been solved because many things she still haven tell me... I dunno what code* she is using to call the pas+. I just feel stupid all the time in saying I love you and i miss you. All the message that she sent with I love you and Huggs all that, its just normal with other people... I dont feel special with her in a relationship... I'm not even on her mind when she is having fun...
I feel very lousy// i feel sick// I am really tired//
I am not even respected by even the adults.. I mean what the heck? letting people into the room of my girlfriend while she is sleeping? what is this crap? and now that adult is giving me stupid lousy attitude... adult just dunno what adult has done... isnt it just too crap huh? Not even mature being compared with me.. the least of the respect man...
I just feel that she is not ready for me. she is just so "smart" . I just dunno why girls can control our mindset... boRinG... hAiz... when will the true her come out? I ask her to give up 100% on her past. But she doesnt want... she is still holding on to it and this i can feel it. She is not sensitive to me...
how am i gonna spend my time on this r'ship when i don even know whats going on now? its just too crap for me to stay in this r'ship... many things i've found out but yet to ask her.. cause i want her to tell me herself... but i doubt she will.. cause she is just too *smart...
-= shITty lIfE wiTh cRap sHits iN it..=- //The agony of a relationship//
6:47 AM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Hey anyone... Especially nick... My only best friend who understands me...
yAwn.. Its a sunday and i am at her house doing nothing... I just asked " when you do something do you think of my feelings? " She just replied a dunno... yA.. and went outside the room.. Thats why i can type all this... There's no one now to talk to because nicholas is working and i'm just stuck in this place... Maybe not.. The reason i came here is to ask her things, and i wanna tell her what i'm thinking... But she is running away... If she ever reads this blog, this is what i wanna tell you... If you keep running away from matters, dont blame me for giving up on you....
Why things have to turn out this way? Everytime she just do things that disappoint me... Doesnt even care about what i am thinking and how i feels... I mean this isnt demanding... Its the basic that one must do in a relationship... But she just doesnt wanna learn anything despite of all the things that i've told her... Whats all the I love you and miss you stuff when nothing is done? Action speaks louder than word my dear... No matter how BIG is your sentence, it has to be shown through action... I dunno when i will give up... Hopefully she will understand and be the one to talk to me first... because i wanna talk, but she just escapes... What can i do?
I can wait no longer... I'm seriously tired.. Give me a break from all this please...
-=[SHAG}=-
12:14 AM
me, myself Name: Jordon Lee Weisheng
Age: 18 in 2007
Date of birth: 22nd June 1989
Location: Singapore
Email: windweisheng@hotmail.com
Hp: 91509875
