It's RSAF day cum cohesion today at air force school. Stayed in on thursday to prevent getting stuck at traffic as well as get as much sleep as i can for today because work is starting at 630am today. Good time for everybody to spend together.
After that went for my primary school Teacher's day meeting at AMK Hub for dinner at Fish and Co. and movie. Evans Almighty's quite nice. BUt its not worth watching at cinema alone. IF there's friends, it will be good. Good friends i mean. Met nicholas after that at the station.
Went over to hougang mall because mandy said that there's a new pool place there cum drinking place. So we went over there.. man.. its not as good as the places ive been to frequently. but still, i had fun with the people there especially when your best friend's there to chat with you when you've got something to tell. Something which nobody understands except your good old friend.
It seems like the people there were getting drunk and high till they spoke so damn LOUDLY! Well, having fun seems to have noise doesnt it? haha... just came back home and just bathed... feel so good after bathing.. man, nothing beats being clean when you're tired...
Somehow things in everyone's mind have to be cleared someway or another. It had to be let out sometimes if not you'll go bonkers! Thank God for my BEST FRIEND!! Nicholas LIM!!!! fooOoO! Although we fucked each other up so badly, but through crisis we came to understand each other alot. :D
12:48 PM
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Just watched a show called Dead Silence with 2 couple and 3 other friends. Ah Cheng, Geraldine, Jolene, Sean, Nicholas, Dennis and Desiree. I don't like ghostly or scary movies! And i don't know why. Everytime i watched it, the image would remain and eventually trigger my sixth sense. But anyway, i love the chilly feeling if im with a group of friends.
At first, the gang would look at me to see if im covering my eyes or what... BUT, Desiree and Dennis were the ones who had been covering their eyes and ears! I was just blocking some vision with both hands but still im watching it through without even being scare! However there's one part towards the end that i nearly peed on my pants because my bladder was damn full and the ghost woman had to come out! But thank god, its kept within.. Superb!
Its the lunar 7th month now and i just don't understand why every year on the first day, i just can't sleep peacefully! But this year's wasnt so scary compared to the previous few years. Its practically nothing and i don't sense a shit! So, don't be scared people! This year is damn peaceful. But wees said he saw something under his house le... hMmM... wanna have a look at it.. lol.. anyone interested?
should i go for the soccer later? its at 8am and its already 3.10am now... Madness.. These two days i haven been sleeping enough! I went for pool session with nicholas and wees on friday night and went back around 4am. But i woke up at 1pm? Its too little sleep! Im just used to sleeping 6 hours for this whole week... No matter how tired i am i just can't fall asleep again till like a few hours later when im tired...
LACK OF EXERCISE!! Haven jog for a few months already. But im not getting fat! Just that stamina dropped like shit into any toilet bowl and Flushed away! fOoOo! Gone, just like that.
*anybody can tell me whats the gossip about? Pls? lol...
12:10 PM
Friday, August 24, 2007
it feels damn fucking sick to be BORED. Especially when its a friday?! ARHG!! Going crazy staying at home and trying to get people out AFTER WORK. Its damn FUCKING TirinG!! TIRED...
Everyone's going their own way... doing their own thing... SUPERBLY GOOD! I love it..! NOT
Somehow, something is going to be broken soon... like the rest of it.. Nothing last forever. Superb true! WoOhOo!
Still have to wait for damn long.. till bout 10 then i can leave home to meet that ass nicholas whose going to church!! Whats so good bout damn church stuff? Fuck.. Just another stupid day of preaching. Probably good for people who dont know bout LIVING good... like me? waHahah!
Any bassist around? Forming Jazz, Metal cum Rock Band.
4:07 AM
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
How should i start? Erm... Lately, there's someone commenting that i should be blogging more of happy stuff in my blog. and its not just that, some of my friends have been telling me also. But im happy! Just that i dont blog about my own life. Not really my own life. But what im thinking. SO yea... Maybe its the way i phrase it said one of my friends.
Went to Zouk last friday. My original plan was to go to mos with nicholas but no one else was going. So i called mandy and she and some other people are going to zouk! Never ask me lor.. so sad... But anyway, i went to zouk. Its somewhat another kind of a clubbing experience because all ive been to was underage parties which were so SUPERBLY BORING!!! Its damn empty when we entered before 10. Then as it got closer to 11, the place started to be filled with people, LOTS OF PEOPLE! THen it became damn squeezy. Dancing? Dont even think about it. Just stand still. lol
Anyway, that was my HAPPIEST day of my life since any bad thing had ever happened. Superbly true.
and.......... I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!! Nicholas, Weesiang, Mandy, Chanel and Mokkie. Its the Wei Wei Brothers with Mandy and Nicholas! fOoOo!
3:43 AM
Monday, August 20, 2007
There's comd's call today in camp and its like a grandfather talking non stop. Anyway, my name was called out though because the commander was bringing up some good stuff about the camp and my name was called because i helped with the catering supervisor for the whole of June when she's on MC. And Actually there's another part. But that black devil martin told the commander that it was his WORK!! ITs about this dengue check in camp and i was going round with one of the pest control guy and we found mosquito larvae and pupa. Then martin went to claim credit that it was he who actually went to the opposite car park from camp, and found it... Dont you think its lame?? claiming credit and not feel ashame when many people already knew that he's not the one who did it.. lol..
13 more months in ns. The devil is on leave till next monday and QM the old hag is very stressed up because he rely too much on martin to work. And martin rely too much on us to work. So without martin to rush us to work, we simply slack around and qm became damn pissed off.. hAha!
So anyway... gotta get lots of slp man.. pimples are coming out after some have healed... dont they just vanish?? hMmM.. Any good medicine?
just remember my deal with donovan about forming a duo in drums and bass in another less than 5 years time... will i get the time to even train in jazz?? hmmm.. gonna train really hard after ns. take some lessons outside to gain skills and some gigs to gain experience. need it for career man... guitarist and pianist needed too... whose interested?
5:14 AM
Sunday, August 19, 2007
When ever there's any crisis that anyone can't solve, anyone would look for a counsellor to give him or her advice. Advice that's good and you might think that the counsellor's life is very good. However, if the counsellor is in any of his or her crisis, he or she cant solve it well too. The counsellor will look for some other people to talk to about his or her problem. Thats probably one of the irony in this world.
Some what this world is made up of weird phenomena. It makes me think that without this weird phenomena, this world won't even exist. Its the fact. There're many things in this world thats weird. One of it, Love.
Love is something that can be good And bad. Love can let someone do the most magnificant thing on earth or even let someone do the most dangerous thing on earth. Some say Love is wonderful, some say love sucks. But mind to change. Like how the world changes every day, every hour, every minute and every second.
Without changes, there won't be progress. Its the same as Human beings. Humans change regularly at a scary pace which no one could imagine. First you meet this angelic person with good personality, character and attitude. The next, you meet a demon with a heart to kill anyone who blocks his or her path. Although its the same human that you've met, its the heart and mind that changes.
Changes made people NOT realise about the good and bad about another person. Because the change took place at an extraordinary speed. Thats why it creates in anyone the heart to be cautious about almost everything in this world. The wall that won't let anyone into it to understand more of someone. However, change won't let the root of anyone to be stumble. Unless that someone doesnt have a good root for character.
12:56 AM
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Any people seriously are into music nowadays? Boy... It's sure hard for me to get people incline to music, who likes music, or into music. For me its hard to get companions who plays music. But for others, it seems easy! And i dunno why... Any of my age peers likes old school rock and roll, or sentimental? Very little... Gosh.. Where have the old school gone to...? Missing!! Somehow, living in the 70s, 80s is good for music.
If anybody wants to form a band for Rock and Roll, Sentimental Rock, Pls contact me!
Just came back from camp. Played a little drums and listening to some music. Somehow forming a metal band seems easy. Timing is easy as its fast, lots of youngsters are into metal. BUT ITS NOT MY KIND! Metal can really kills my ear and mood... Where have all the musicans gone to? Please come to me instead... lol.
Hey, I love all my friends!!! waHahAHahA! Lets name out some since im bored..
I used to have lots of friends.
Nicholas, Mokkie aka Weihoong, Vernon and Vincent. With Vincent gone and vernon MIA. Some times later, splitted.
Nicholas and me, with some other loads of many church friends. After i leave church, Im alone!
Then here comes mokkie and Dennis. Joined their group who called themselves the CHOSEN 7 !! WoOhoOO! Slowly getting to know them. Then it expanded and it became Usual ten without me inside. HOwever im always with them. Then it splitted within.
The Wei Wei Brothers with Wee Siang, Mokkie and me! Then the superbly strong woman came by and she's called Qiang Wei aka Bird. ANd during that period, Wees became one of my best friend. ANd he's COOL and taken. Im sorry..
Then Wei Wei Brothers brought in Mandy. SO we're called Wei Wei Brothers with Mandy!! WoohOoO! Sounds quite funny but COOL!!
On the other hand, i've the other group. They are nameless. But it consists of Alan, Nicholas, Aik Khim, Daniel and ME!! So yea...
Many more friends from camp. Two are closer. they are Justin the funny man and THomas the one who only knows how to cut hair. Cool dudes man!
Anyway... I hate ns... These two weeks tio aim by my QM whose Old... Martin the black is seriously just wanna carry balls.. Whats the point?? HmmMm.. Just carry on with my aimless life that the government have taken away for 13 more months and FUCK OFF to my OWN WORLD!!! Fuck NS by THEN!!! woOHoOoO!!
God bless all my dear friends... THank You..
3:28 AM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Just changed a skin. Not my kind of skin.. But anyway.. just wanna change to something different and just found this.
Just bought a bending bar to train my chest and any other muscle that's gonna be affect by that. Double Spring. Fuck... its damn hard and i just did three. I thought the usual one is double.. nevertheless, Its only Single spring that ive used before... Haha.. Went novena with mokkie to meet some of my old friends there. Bought this bar and went down to Park Lane to play lan.
Man, Counter Strike is nice when you play a map with friends using KNIFE!!! Im always at the disadvantage because my team is always the one with lesser people. Played bloodstrike using pistols and we dint really lost badly. But it really pissed me off because all the counter have SHIELD!!! However, nicholas came out with a tactic last minute before going off and we really kill them all! and claimed their shield as a reward.
Hmmmm... WHen can i ever start my studies, music and work? This country is seriously.. FUCKED UP!!!! Why the army? Why the need for degree? Why so materialistic about EVERY THING? Guess government is made up of woman's mindset... Stupid... WHy care so much about papers and complain that our country has got no talent? Why employ foreigners? The truth is we CANT!!! Those who have the talent and support have already migrated to other countries to make their mark there! WHy dont singapore think about this?? Lame country with Lame ruling with LAME people!
Things are in my mind. But i cant seem to know what it is. Complicated minds with simple actions.
8:09 AM
Thursday, August 09, 2007
Life is a show if you all have noticed. Things just repeat in every generation but its difference is the things in detail. But overall, its the same. Every single one of us are actors and actress. It just depends on your fate of the role the "Director" chose for you. Some who are not lucky, end up poor, being used, die early with no good memory. Some who are lucky, get to be the rich men, do what ever they want and have good relationships.
Was just thinking of these when im chatting with my bro nick. Maybe life is just too complicated. Maybe its simple. Which one will you choose? Some have no choice. They have to have complicated life. Living a fucked up life everyday and thinking of when it will end. Simple ones just have to enjoy their everyday life with no worries or trouble.
Nobody in this damn world can be understand fully by another. We cant understand ourselves fully too. Because Humans change. Thats another fucked up part about man. We just have to be cautious of even your friends beside you. He or she might just turn around and bite you in the neck and let you die. Its a game everyone is playing. Kill, or be killed. But i dont believe in this shit. Because its shit. However i dont understand why people have to treat their every day life as a game. Aint it dumb? Its FUCKING DUMB! AND I HATE THIS LIFE.
Is there really a day when people are truly happy? Since the day i was born, i dont feel any happiness at all. Have you all felt this before?
What can really hurt you most is the Feelings that we all have. What kind of feeling? Emotional Feelings. Think about it. Maybe all your life aint that simple after all because you all dont think. hMmM..
*Just some thoughts*
9:02 AM
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Wow.. there're actually people visiting my blog.. hAha.. Now i will make a statement. If everyone who comes in and tag, i will blog. If not i will just wait for the mood to blog.. lol.. Like now!
Just came back from JB after movie, shopping and smoking. It seems like people there are giving weird faces when they sees Singaporean. Whats the big deal man? I will we're still human after all.. Just that not so low class as to rob people, kill people to pass time... And probably their country are just too run down to do anything. Man...
Things there are just so stupid... Although its half the price of Singapore, Its not nice.. The Quality Suck, its pirated, and its made by stupid people. There're no good services... I mean have la.. But man, the standards are seriously... Fucked up.
Lets talk about the food... Service, depends on the person. but mostly like shit. Food, Dungs... Except for the seafood which is like better and cheaper than here.. THink thats the only good thing about m'sia. Fruits also i think. Another thing is the place can be a good place for people who haven been to kampong before.. The houses there, almost every one is kampong style. Seriously..
Just came back after dinner/supper.. Now im damn bloated and tired. Fuck..
From thursday till sat, ive been to Nicholas's grandfather's wake. Its sad that someone who took care of him for 16 damn years, passed away like that.. And whats worst, you cant even say goodbye. I can understand his feelings. As his best friend and ive seen his ah gong for at least 4 years, i really feel very sad.
Cant even imagine if someone really close to me just pass away like that.. i dunno what i will do... THink i'll cry.. alot..
Well... Life and death is hard to say... Think i will try to write out a song for this.. Any sentences in your minds thats meaningful? Feel free to msg me or tell me.. I will see if it fits.. lol..
Alright.. will see if i have anything else to blog the next time.. For now, Bye..!
God bless all...
9:47 AM
me, myself Name: Jordon Lee Weisheng
Age: 18 in 2007
Date of birth: 22nd June 1989
Location: Singapore
Email: windweisheng@hotmail.com
Hp: 91509875
