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Thursday, March 29, 2007

Sitting in my little room. Messy yet cosy. This is the place where i've cried in when im sad and punched the wall when im angry. Normally it just comes together. Deep in thoughts.. wonder what's on my mind.

*i wanna get a bunch of good friends*

this is just my wish... i feel very inferior and different from other people... 18yo..

*i wanna go back the the past and change myself*

if there ever come a time when a time machine is gonna be invented, i will be the first to buy it even if i've to loan it from the bank billions of dollars.. i want to correct myself in my old stupid ways...

*i just wanna be able to smile everyday*

why is it just so hard to even smile at things that really makes me happy?

sometimes i just feel like crying.. but i just cant squeeze any tears from within...

why am i feeling so troubled every single day..

[..abandoned..]

6:55 AM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

trying to post something because ive post something before this one and it dint appear.. AR!!! iTs on March archive but now on the main~~ lame la... lousy blog...

9:55 AM

Saturday, March 10, 2007

11th March 2007, Sunday. 8.24am

YEah, ive finally finished 2 of my confinement given to me because i was late for work, or rather, woke up late. But it was fun yesterday. Was just released and booked out at 8am.

Lets start with friday. In work, i was damn pissed off with that black man because he was picking on me. Using a loud voice while talking to me. So being a hot tempered person, i talked back to him using the same volume as he is. One example. He was blaming for not checking the fax machine while mdm is teaching me some stuff. "Eh, i asked you all to check the fax machine every hour right? See la, how you all work?" then i replied saying... "My fault ar?" haha! that was damn funny.. then he walked back and asked me what i said. And i repeated it to him staring straight into the eyes. Then he was like what not your fault? then i told him the duty personnel wasnt me, it was Edmund. Then he walked to edmund and talk to him. And he continue to act like an idiot.. lol.. made me ang and edmund stayed back till 6pm.

And after that, ORD dinner for clement at 8pm at Jack's Place Compass Point. that was a nice dinner because 8 other camp mates were together and it feels like all of us are brothers. Then, Lai, Clement, Ang, Jeremy and me, were deciding a place for drinking because i was underage.. man.. why am i still so young... ARH!!! its only 3 more months to 18 for God's sake!! Went to Cheeky mOnkEy.. wow.. lots of ang mo la.. and before that, Lai said "MAKE ME DRUNK!" hAHa... 4 tequila shots really made him really redish and he vomitted at a pub where Jeremy's friend is working at.. lol.. The pub is call POD, at Telok Ayer rd if im not wrong. Its a nice place to go to, for chilling and for *FlinGs.. lol.. For myself, i had two shots, one Peppermint pernod and half a glass of Long island tea...

i felt very bad because the reason we had so much trouble getting a place to drink, is because im underage!! sian la... yAWnz... but Clement already made plans... As my birthday and his is only like 3 days away, we are gonna celebrate it together at MOS.. but ive gotta pay the Coverage for 4 of them if they are going on our birthdays. Cant wait.. MInistrY oF Sound, im coming!! lol..

Then at around 4 plus in the morning, i booked in camp with Ang and slept there till 748am. Did some work till afternoon, and had fun! There were 4 of us. Edmund, Ang, Ethan and me. Man, i really chatted with Ethan lots of stuff.. and found out that our character have some similarities.. haha.. its hard to find people with some similar things as me.. lol.. then ordered mac at 12am and it came at 1240am. and the stupid thing is, the rider dint give us any sauce and straws.. he forgotten.. but we enjoyed anyway. lol..

then, tuang in the office till like 2am and we all tried to sleep. Because the office was damn cold. Ethan cant sleep very well because its too cold. The 3 of us were like sleeping like a log. Then he woke me up at 6am to accompany him to the toilet.. buddy system.. haha.. then had a cup of milo with him, and slept back till 730am and changed, then book out. Ethan was saying, i think there will be come cab drivers trying their luck at this time.. there will be four cabs.. i was like.. its impossible la.. and when we went outside, there was 6 cabs!! we took the merc cab.. lol.. because it was the first one. and Here i Am!! Sitting in front of my computer typing this blog.. wahahhA.. and nobody's online yet lor.. all sleeping.. yAWnz... think imma bathe and probably going to church later to meet my cousins. yep.. thats all folks!

Enjoy your everyday, Smile and be satisfied~~

~~PEACE OUT~~
!~JORDON~!

4:23 PM

Sunday, March 04, 2007

4th March 2007 sunday.

Im wasting my sunday away sleeping till 3pm. And every sunday is like that actually.. because ive got no activities. Unlike the past where im happily sleeping early on saturdays because i have to wake up on sunday very early in the morning to go to church.

Am suppose to go to PLCMC just now.. but because that asshole NLWJ asked me to accompany in playing pool until the sunday morning 6.30am. Thats like wow.. damn early la.. then when i reach home, finish bathing, i feel awake. but thank God the downloading for the Wedding Singer has finished!! and i watched the show till 9+ and slept around 10 plus. Woke up at 1130 dunno for what.. i thought its late afternoon already.. haha.. then went over to weihoong's house for mahjong. lost $3.50!! wow.. to me its alot la because i dont gamble alot. I hate to see money being pass to someone for nothing.. lol.. and it flies away damn fast! Time flies even faster than money... shit hole.. tml is working day again.. i wonder what i have to do tml..

No money to take cab already! and tml is clement's last day of work. Leave from tuesday till thurs. Fri come back for ic.. and thats it. He's gone. Then Friday night we're going out. He's treating. Ord dinner... haha~~ They are right in saying. "You should be happy seeing people going off one by one. This way sooner or later its your turn to get off.." how true it is.. but its sad la.. There's bond between brothers in ns lor... yawnz.. but its ok. There'll be dinner time together outside too. haha..

Am gonna slack for awhile then sleep.. Take care people!

6:56 AM