Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Inspiration just come and go. Writing songs is hard when your mood is bumpy... Can't really write any songs now. When the mood is here and after i pick up my guitar, the mood is gone. Shit man... I wanna write songs... but i dont have the inspiration to do it... sad.. Anyone can give me inspiration?
Was just thinking through...
Its easier for someone whose not a christian to convert into a Christian compared to someone who was a christian and backslide, to turn back into a christian. Because someone who've backslided knew God and they're ashame, embarrass, frustrated, unforgiving and very stubborn.
Life example: Jordon Lee.
Why i don't wanna go back to church... I feel damn weird. Christians nowadays really cannot make it. Its just a lousy and smelly name already. No one to hold on to. The World is SO MUCH FUN. I don't wish to give up on smoking, drinking and doing whatever i am doing now...
I've found real friends outside of church, true friends who are not two-faced, who won't act HOLY, whose humble and superbly friendly.
When you have views of your own, you share it and people aappreciate your thoughts. When you're in church, YOU'RE BEING TREATED LIKE AN OUTCAST! People will think that you CONDEMN THEM. They will MAKE YOU FEEEL DAMNNNN small..... So yea...
Just a thought that i've always wanted to share, EVERYDAY to ANYONE who WANTS ME BACK, in CHURCH.
3:12 AM
me, myself Name: Jordon Lee Weisheng
Age: 18 in 2007
Date of birth: 22nd June 1989
Location: Singapore
Email: windweisheng@hotmail.com
Hp: 91509875
