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Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Oh man.. its a boring day.. cause internet is super slow... caused by the taiwan earthquake... I wonder how earthquake is like... Probably i will go to a country with earthquake and experience it myself. Singaporean are just too blessed or fortunate because its at the equator where seriously, things are balanced. Including the weather. No snowy days or burning hot days where people get freeze to death or dehydrate to death. TOo blessed... Think i am too blessed also that when small things happens like when people ignore you, i will feel so disappointed.. Not a mature state of mind. But really.. ARmy really changes me. Now even when i look at some adult friends, i feel that their mentality is worst than small kids.. Lamers Inc.. Just dont understand why their mindset are set to this kind of stage. Yawnz..

Few days ago... I would feel very happy when she calls or messages me.. just dont understand why... and now.. Sometimes i will feel that it isnt a big deal. She's still human afterall and whats worst, i dont even know her personally.. Haven really know her enough. But she's really attractive. Attracted me the first time i saw her. With her personality..

Its sad to think that i have to go back to camp tomorrow!! Arhg!! suck to the core. And thank God 2006 is over. SInce the start of 2006, nothing had come good for me. Probably for many, that year isnt good either. I feel that 2003 is the best.. But whenever you're having loads of fun, time really flies like nobody's business. Had all the fun i had, doing lame but fun things, that really create the bond with my friends. Well, they are gone now. And there's left only like two whom i can really go to when im down. To really give me the time to share my stuff with them. Really, for this i thank God that at least He hasnt take them away.

Good part about tomorrow. MR MARTIN'S ON LEAVE TILL NEXT WEEK!! WOOHOO!! and everyone's back! at least i dont have to care about that gay sergeant. Fucking use his rank on me. Come on la... Rank in camp doesnt mean rank outside. Lets talk outside. Fucking gonna ORD come and give me all the shit. Fuck off man bitch. Even your dad knows you're gay. Faggot shit... yuck... If i got a chance, i will just give him a hard punch, One hard enough for him to turn him back to a normal GENDER THat He's bORn to be... Lame ass..

woOHoOo!!! Clement's back. Yeo Yuan Lun's back. Ang's there. wow.. gonna have load of fun time from tomorrow which is wednesday to friday. waHahahAHa!! And Mani ORD already.. Shit that Ord bastard. And when March comes, Clement's gonna ord.. sian la.. April Ang ord.. and i have to stick with that MC/bLUr king for 2 years! And november, YYL is gonna ord.. there goes all my chatting mates.. sian.. Well, Life's like that. Lame ass...

Gonna have a GIG for my sister's concert on the 26th Jan.. Hope Mokkie and the gang are coming.. haha..

~~Peace out~~ Jordon

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