Seeking new things to do everytime. Because i get sick of things easily when its repeating... Even things like eating... Im tired of eating, drinking and playing. Finding new friends here and there. But there isnt one who is true. Its just superb empty everyday, every min every second. Im just happy seeing others happy. Sad when they are sad and pity those who are being bullied of are suffering...
Why do i have this compassion? Why do i feel so bored everytime? Why am i feeling so sad and disappointed with no satisfaction?
I know the answer... but i dont have to courage to do it.. I dont have the boldness to ever stand again... I just dont dare...
Why is there only one way to feel joy? Happiness is short man... it seriously is... Im always just following what others are doing, as long as they are happy.. but im not... Not any bit.. and it sucks.. I hate this life.. I hate everything...
Its just blank, Darkness... No laughter no nuts... I really envy those people around me...
God bless them...
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me, myself Name: Jordon Lee Weisheng
Age: 18 in 2007
Date of birth: 22nd June 1989
Location: Singapore
Email: windweisheng@hotmail.com
Hp: 91509875