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Saturday, September 02, 2006

these few days is just boring la... those people from HK are only coming back on tuesday... what the hell... siAn~~ when to katong to play pool with two friends 2 days ago at night.. shiok sia.. before that went to eat frog porridge with hamster and his girlfriend at serangoon.. mAn its really nice... oOo~ will go there again next time. haha... woOO~ boRinG..

ytd went to play dota with weihoong and those seng kang people then went to sean's house. am like the outcast there cause its not my clique.. yea... so i sort of went outside to smoke and just stayed outside for quite long.. they are watching bruce almighty. then outside on the other side of his house, there is this guy whose playing the guitar.. playing christian song man.. then im just singing outside too.. feel like crying all of a sudden but the tears just wont come out..

am i still thinking of her everyday? i dint even know until one friend just say stop thinking of her la.. you got to move on. if not you cant do anything.. i just cant deny the fact that im really thinking of her, without me knowing it because its just so natural for me to miss her.. i wonder why.. dreamt of her just ytd.. arhg.. sometimes i just hope that i can stay in my dream forever.. because its really.. my life.. her smell is also very real man.. hAIz... why... shit everything in the life man.. its just so tiring and stupid..

feel so weak everyday... feel so tired everyday... feel so lost and empty everyday... i just wanna die...

12:45 AM