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Sunday, June 25, 2006

For many times i thought all was just over. As in those craps.. But then when im starting to get okay, memories just bring me down. Im just a fallen christian. Hey, NOT GOOD!!!

The Lord is good.. Praise the Lord.. Went to FCBC on sat for the Heaven's Gate Hell's flame. Those people in the drama really reflects some of me... Those going to hell.. yeah.. Lots of excuses when they reach the gates of heaven and then saying that they have reason for sinning.

The ones of take drugs.. Its peer pressure. One who lost her love ones.. The Psychics says there's no life after death, EVolution or something. Crap.. And those who go heaven, rejoicing all the time.. PRaise the Lord..

During the scene when this woman hugged Jesus, i cried.. Because im thinking in my mind of when will be me who will be hugging Jesus Christ.. Thats a prayer though...

Having a thought in my mind.. How can i grow? Thats to return... Backslided... But i wanna serve God. But then it seems like there's nobody to guide me. I need someone... Someone spiritual...

Now i understand what you mean... Dont understand.. yeah.. been a fool for quite some times... hAiz.. how i wish i can turn back the clock.. But then it seems like its all in the plan.. But i really wish to be like the past... Without mistakes... hAiz..

The Lord is my Shepherd!!! Praise the Lord...

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