Wednesday, November 09, 2005Why is it so hard to forgive her for this matter? I think i still love her.. Yes maybe i am jealous that there 2gether again... iTs an irony to see that i'm neglected, taken for granted because of an unfaithful doTs.. Its an irony to say that.. To think of that i think its quite funny and stupid.. To actually get back with the one who disappoinT and hurt u. I am being cheated... But i cannot just forgive like that... I cannot accept the fact that i am the one being disappoinTed.. after i have done so muCh.. What is this man? The world is UNFAIR!!! thE love on earth is also fake..!!! I am being treated unfairly.. and seriously, i hate it... I hate that feeling!!! I hate being cheated by girls especially in a relationship!!! Crap... I thought i can just forget... I tried.. But i failed... When i saw her that time i was so furiouS!!! Suddenly the anger just rushed into my minD~~ what is 5 days mAn??! why am i so worked up? Because i really put in all that i have, risking and believing that she will not do the same thing.. I hate it.. But thank God the time pass by so quickly.. So fast and its already 2 weeks already.. But it still haunts ME!!! So boRIng... ======================================================================
God is cool and good... He gave me loads of friends who aren't fake like those previous onEs... They are brand new friends who cares and fun to be with~ Encouragements more than disappointments... I forgot all my troubles when i am with them. It's just so cool.. I love my brand new group friends!!! Weihoong, Jack, Eelen, Jiamin, Midori and Bernice. Can you believe it? I am just having loads and loadS of fuN! Maybe some are long time friends... But the experiences that i get from then is super new and cool~! I am loving IT!!! I love my friends!!!
And still, that person who played me, i wont forgive her so easily or quickly... Because there is only one word to describe this feeling and all the crap.... SUCKS!!!
