Friday, November 11, 2005Yup... Been barred from forgiving because of what is on my mind.. refusing to give up or accept the fact that i am being played... hmmm... THank God... He spoke to me while i am on the taxi while going home from Aunty Candy's house... Chat with Aunty Candy before that for 2 hours plus at the swimmiNG pool area... Talked about alot of thinGs. and this is one of it... She felt bad because of a choice that both she and jo had made... Then i thought about it and GOd spoke to me... I wanna advance more into christianity.. I don wanna just stop here... I wanna move on!! Hallelujah... I just wanna clear all barriers and move on... I wanna have the faith to Heal, to move mountains and to be an exorsist if possible... I wanna have the faith to Move mountain like what is written in the bIblE... Praise the Lord... Messaged Jovin after that at abouT 2am... And i slept... The reply came back at about 7 but i read it only at 11 pluS... And it was super long.. haha... And i chat with her today at about 7 plus and she said she was super happy... haha... Glad to hear that though... Yup///
Through this i had learn something... That i have to learn how to handle things in a calm way rather than to lose my testimony... THink abouT that, i think i am still the same without changing after learning from my past experience... So now i have learnt.. hAiz.. muSt not be too prideful.. SOmetimEs the decision we make are so wrong because of pRidE.. boTherEd mAn.. So have to change and pray real hard.. Hallelujah~~ Praise the Lord...
For now i just hope that things will turn out better for all of us and that she wont disappoint me again.. And seriously, i missed her so much man... haha.. God bLEsS alL...
windweisheng
12:56 AM
me, myself Name: Jordon Lee Weisheng
Age: 18 in 2007
Date of birth: 22nd June 1989
Location: Singapore
Email: windweisheng@hotmail.com
Hp: 91509875
